How to be happy with who I am

[El****]

Helli, I am new here. Two months ago I became victim to an unjust system. I was accused to a crime I didnt commit and locked up without any chance to prove my innocence. The people from police to prosecutor were all paid off and now I have to pay money to someone who I paid already before the 25th of October. This person keeps sending me threats and ugly messages while taking every penny I earn. I know I will not make the deadline and because of the way things were done I wil end up serving time for something I did not do. All I want is freedom and peace of mind. I have accepted my fate but often wonder why this would happen to me. I am someone who bothers no one and goes above and beyond for those I care for

[Li****]

I'm sorry to hear about your situation, that must be really difficult. I hope you have good people around you for support in this trying time, and send you lots of strength and courage. 🙏

[El****]

I dont have supportive people. All those who I have been there for have turned their backs on me. 

 

So many times I have contemplated suicide but something is keepibg me going, its not faith as I have lost that, its not hope because I have none left. I am in such a lonely place and my heart hurts to think of it all.

 

But I am happy to have found this site where I can share my thoughts and feelings openly without judging eyes.

[Sh****]

Im really sorry to have read this .... consoling hugs from my side 🤗❤❤❤ i cannot imagine how this must have felt .... thank you for sharing your story.... you are a strong person and don't lose that for anyone...😘

[El****]

Thank you